Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Need to vent before I leave

So much is going on in my life right now. I am completely swamped with assignments, all due this week (well most of them). One due today, which I will be working on as soon as I get to school. One due tomorrow, that I have to do today or I lose 25%. I also have one due next Wednesday for history. My God I am so fucking stressed with school right now!
On a plus side, I'm taking it slow with this wonderful woman. Don't want to say any names, but she is just fucking amazing! I have never felt this happy around one person in my life! She's helped me bring my faith back as well, as I have strayed from God's path for a few years now. She always knows how to cheer me up, she's always there for me, she trusts me, she's understanding, and to top it all off, she's beautiful! We're taking things slow because in past relationships, actually all of them, I have rushed into things and they had soon died out. Now, taking things slow is proving well worth it, because that flame that we have isn't dying. I still get butterflies around you, the way you look at me, the way your skin brushes up against mine on occasion, when we hold hands, I am filled with joy and those wonderful butterflies (wow that sounds really fuckin' cheesy). But to make my point, she's amazing and I can't wait to see where this goes. Thank you God for letting her walk into my life and letting her stay as well. I am truly grateful.