Let me take the time to explain that for a minute or two:
Over the past few months, I have learned to completely trust God with EVERYTHING, because in the end He is the one with the perfect plan, He is the one who watches over and guides me, all I have to do is turn to him.
Remember my post about New Years Eve? Well, since then, my faith has gotten stronger. For a little while it got weaker, from some stuff that I was going through (which I would rather not share with the general public) but for a while I thought that God was punishing me for my past. It took me a while to realize that God doesn't care about my past, he burnt it, and it's now ashes in the wind. Once I realized that, I have been able to get back on my feet, and realize that, with the help of God, I can get through this, become the man I want to become, and leave the man I was behind, leave that hurtful, wreck behind.
Last night I went for a walk, I needed to sort some thoughts out. While I was doing so, I felt the need to talk to God, to help him rid me of my past, and the man I used to be. So I said to God "Leave the man I was behind, and let me walk out of here a new man, a refreshed man, and help me to live my life for You, and to be carefree under your wing". And He did so. I now feel like a new, refreshed person, wise, Godly, and more understanding than I used to be. I feel stronger now, not insecure. My insecurities have vanished! All because God has been there for me, and He has helped me through all this and He will continue to guide me to where I need to go.
From now on, I live my life through, and with God, because that is the only way I can be happy is. if I give EVERYTHING to God, all my stress, all my problems, any insecurities I may develop. God is the ultimate provider, and the ultimate protector. I am learning to live my life to the fullest, unafraid of making mistakes, because it will help me to grow, and become a better person, and ultimately, God will forgive me, and He will still love me.
That is all I have to share for now, no idea when I will be posting again, hopefully this is the first of many :)
God Bless!
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